Last time I blogged about how an unclear view of God hinders our trust and how we can be set free to know Him and obey Him when hurt places in our hearts are healed. Today, I want to share a recent example of how this happened to me.
My dear husband, Dan, who was introduced in a past blog,
lost his job about 3 years ago. He is a
CPA and left a national firm to work for one of his client’s about 15 years ago
so that he could spend more time at home as our daughter was growing up. Then his employer lost the business and Dan
had to be let go.
After much prayer we decided that he would not go back to an
accounting firm, but would pursue the desire to have his own CPA practice. We trusted that God would bring clients and
He has done that. As anyone who is
self-employed knows, it takes many hours of investment to establish the
business, and for us it is taking a long time to replace what we lost and
restore the income we once had. That is
the background for what happened.
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This is where good
habits kicked in. I have learned not to
try to figure it out myself. I have
learned not to shame myself for being crazy.
I have learned not to deny or “stuff” the feelings. What I have learned to do is run straight to the Lord!
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It is at this point, as a prayer minister, that we ask the
person to see if they sense Jesus in the picture of what they are
remembering. I silently asked Jesus if
he was there and if he would help me.
This is what I heard in my heart and wrote on my scrap of paper: “What if I go to school with you? And go with you to lunch, and coming home,
and never leave your side for the rest of your life?” WOW!
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Because I was connected in the spirit with Jesus I knew that
the One who is in charge of the entire universe was offering and promising to go with me holding my hand
everywhere for the rest of my life! I
needed to take time to consider how this could change my perceptions of myself
in the world and of the world itself!
This is the power of an encounter with the Lord.
Perhaps you are wondering if it has made a difference to
me. Yes, it has. Later that very day I was able to initiate a
conversation with someone close to me who had withdrawn in our relationship. I was able to listen without defensiveness,
share with honesty, and see our conflict resolved. The Lord used this conversation to convict me
with gentleness and help me know more about someone that I love very much. It has resulted in seeing how to pray for
this person more effectively.
I still must remind myself of Jesus’ presence, but I am able
to see choices I can make because it is true.
I am turning to the Lord in greater confidence that I can wait to see how
He will provide for some immediate practical things. It also gave me the courage to speak up in a
group of people who have been intimidating in the past.
I have seen and believe that any amount of truth that
replaces the lies and distortions of the enemy results in a cascade of new thinking
and opens new possibilities. I know God
has more to say to us personally than we can ever imagine or think. He’s inviting us to ask Him!
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