Pure and Lovely! |
We all do things wrong along the way. We make mistakes, we let others down, we might even commit a serious wrong. We are
created with a conscience that lets us know even if no one else does. So what do we do when we are guilty?
My life used to be ruled by two ways of coping. I tried to change myself to prove that I am
different than when I behaved in a wrong way. And I tried to do lots of good
things to outweigh the bad and keep my bad side from being found out. I was trying to either get rid of some part of myself, or at least trying to cover it up. These strategies helped me feel better for awhile, but neither allowed me to live with a
sense of freedom and peace. I couldn't let the "good" self slip -- and I was actually rejecting any part of myself that didn't measure up.
On the other hand, it offends our sense of justice when wrongdoing is gotten away with. Even little children know the one who
has been hurt is due something (especially if it is them!) and someone needs to pay. But, sometimes it's hard to know how much is enough. When is it fair to stop paying on
the debt? And sometimes there just isn’t
any way to make up for it - ever. I’m
wondering if our human minds think there really is any way to be “whiter than
snow”? Is it fair? Too easy?
What kind of a God says He can and will do this for us?
Think of that beautiful, pure scene of new fallen snow. How long does it remain perfect like
that? Life resumes its normal pace and
tire tracks go through the snow. Before
long there are black, sooty piles along the curb.
Through Jesus, we are not just washed clean, but brought to birth again – the spiritual
birth. With the filling of the Holy
Spirit, we are able to be taught spiritual things and we change as we
accept them. We are new creations with
new abilities to hear God and know Him.
We live receiving His unconditional love, no longer afraid of making mistakes. It was a great day when I found I could stop running from the possibility of being wrong or from the parts of me that needed to be forgiven.
The path of life is rarely straight... |
I'm so glad that God isn't looking for perfection! He looks for faith that believes that He is love, and trusts Him. That's all it takes.
Beautiful. Love the pictures!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much!
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